leave me alone. you have left me far too many times. i dont understand why you still think you can find me. in the same place. waiting. with nothing to hold me up and keep my faith.
i want to take two weeks and go off to vermont and study the birds there. it is too early for dragonflies but maybe they'll be awakening from their maple covered sleep, sticky and unwinding so that we can see their shadows against the tops of the houses.
maybe there is some other time to find out about ourselves, maybe in years when our feet start to tire of all the walking and the roads want nothing to do with us. that's when we can cut open the trunk of a tree and see how we fit into the circle.
how sad i must be.
my heart is out.
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